Marlene, sometimes things can get a little rough here. I don't think that this is your kind of thing. Some people see it as negative, others see it as a way to vent and release frustration. It certainly can produce a boatload of endorphins. My guess is that it stresses you out, and you probably will not have a good nights rest because of it. I know that you wanted to help, but as you can see, nobody is receptive to that. I honestly don't want to see you go through anymore of this. You are better off on the support forum. I don't want to be mean, or fight with you. You are in a different generation, and it's apparent, perhaps from a gentler time. This is where many thrive. We are dedicated to what we believe,quite organized, and trust me, we won't stop until we achieve our goal. That's just the way that it is. What we do here is let off steam, the real fight takes place behind the scenes. So trying to convince us of something that is diametrically opposed to what we believe is a lesson in futility.