Not sure about a cure for your flights of imagination. Maybe you are, like me, an eternally hopeful optimist.
On the other hand, I believe very strongly that there is little that nature cannot cure. I invite you to come to my forums and tell us more about your liver, kidney and circulation problems. ALL of those may be able to remedied by nature.
Here at CureZone I have the Ask Tony Isaacs forum, and at Yahoo I have the Oleandersoup forum. My Yahoo forum is mostly about oleander and cancer, but we answer and discuss all kinds of health problems and natural health remedies - and I have some pretty knowledgeable and impressive naturopaths who are members of that longtime group.