i'm new in this site, and maybe i don't know how to express myself well in english but i just i wanted to tell you that you are not alone, like you i have herpes, and i know for fact is not easy but you are very young and think about this... you are a life!!!
you are not going to die, that your life maybe a little different yes but that does not change what you would like to become and what you would like to do, dont let this stupid virus destroy your life, take care of yourself and put your head up and go on!!
like other in this site, i'm here for you!!
take care.