feelings as guidance system??
boy I am on a roll today! lol.
I have read that your feelings are your guide if something is right or wrong.
Well,what about my feelings towards certain females I am horribly attracted to for one reason or another,it seems as if I have developed an almost instant resentment and anger towards them I can barely manage to look at them or acknowledge their presence.Is it me having a failure to acknowledge my feelings and I am merely projecting my anger onto them? because of my attraction or whatever to them? could it be that I may not be really attracted to them personally but reacting to how they are making me feel inside,thus becoming entangled and confused because of those feelings?
It feels like I am losing control at those times and something has come over me,like I am uncontrollable attraction or another to them..I feel bad because I feel like I 'want' them so badly lol,but I really don't.It's like my head and my heart is conflicted...really really bad. I don't actually 'want' to 'like' certain girls but it seems like I have no choice in the matter ,something comes over me and I get those feelings which leads to other feelings which leads me to becoming upset and flustered.
what's up with that???
(no this is not about that dumb lady in that two faced posting! lol)
I just noticed this alot now being in a heavy co-ed work blossoming with nice hot young females.Though more often then not,the ones I am attracted to most seem to also trigger that automatic response of 'get away from me',though there are some that are alot less...umm..enticing that I DO generally get along with and don't mind their company at all.Maybe there is something in my psyche warning me about such girls??