I understand that basically three things are of importance to create the relationship I desire and it all comes to that I only allow good feeling thoughts:
I need to focus only on positive things going on around me in general. The more things I see that feel good the better I feel and thus raising my vibrations and getting to a positive point of attraction of things I want in my life experience, including a fullfilling relationship. The most important thing is that I feel good.
I need to focus on the things I like about him and appreciate that which feels good. That way I will attract more of those. Like if I remember the time he brought me a thoughtful gift or called me just to hear my voice.
I need to visualize all things being already the way I want them to be (visual reality) which will raise my vibration and attraction point of making those a reality.