I understand that in the past,I have not always accepted myself as who I was..but now I realize that I must in order to not only survive and keep my sanity but my happiness as well.
Soo many different and intense feelings that go on in this heart of mine that both entices me and enrages me..I am a very intense and passionate person,though because of my heart and mind growing cold with resentment and hatred..it's often so hard to let anyone in. I long for love,care,support and affection..but often crave only meaningless,hot,empty sex..the less I know about them the better,as long as they are sexually enticing and pleasing to the eye and body.