Re: What's so special about you...nothing.

lol I have a pretty crummy attitude towards girls but in general I am pretty much a rough and tumble type of person.I just have alot of emotional issues..alot of stuff to deal with and it seems like girls just make it worse.I will take your advice on keeping things fun though,in the past I used to be so serious about stuff and just expect sex or more then what I actually even want right now..relationships,love,serious dating.

I am thinking of just dating just to date..someone to hang out with and just enjoy their company..it's not like I really hate them or anything,just a little weary of what I truly have to offer anyone..I just don't know my strengths or uniqueness in the world,everyone seems to be so secure in their identity and where they stand..I am just ..here.I am not exactly a push over,though alot of what I project is what I lack,though I do it because I need it to either get ahead or assert myself.It may not be my natural personality but it works..not in an artificial arrogant type of way or faux confidence,I am just sure of myself and what I know.

I am a thinker with mad scientist type thinking it seems..and it can get the worst of me.