Re: Rygar

I am attractive and very aware of my effect on the opposite sex,though I often find it amusing and a little weird that I have such an effect on them in the first place.
I can just tell if they are attracted to me,it seems like they don't even have to like me or know me to feel that way.I am intensely aware of it and can tell if they are subtly trying to get my attention..I just feel obligated sometimes to do or say something when I feel like I don't even want to nor in the mood.

I really can't tell what they see in me and it's hard for me to improve what I am not really aware of in terms of my qualities they find appealing.I also feel undeserving of the attention or affections at times...sometimes I feel great and sometimes I just want to never speak to anyone ever again.I can't escape these feelings..

when I am 'ON' I can the be the center of attention and love it..when I am 'OFF' ,I am WAAYYY off...