everyone these days seem to be searching for something outside of themselves... much like the kids i coached in baseball... whenever a ball is hit in the medium of their territories... often as many as three players would charge in... all screaming "mine"... "mine"... "mine"... and all stop at the same precise moment to let the ball drop amidst them... lol... and it doesn't just happen with the younger ones... often it happens with the pro ball players as well...
perhaps the best way to enjoy life is merely to observe...
sorry for the intrusion... it would be best for me to leave you to find your own discoveries...