I am falling asleep and as I read your post, I planned to reply to you first thing in the morning, and I will. Why I am writing now is to tell you that in no way are you a pest. Get that out of your mind. I am here for you.
Believe me, I know what you are going through, every thought, every feeling. I do not want you to ever feel alone. And when you get this handled, you will extend your hand to someone else in need. That's why we are here on this earth, to lift each other up.
Now my friend, I am fading fast. I will reply to your post tomorrow with the list of supplements. My brain cells stopped firing about an hour ago. LOL