Leaving would not be a sin, you mom obviously doesn't have your best interests in mind or heart...if you need to get out, and heal, and get on with your life in a healthy manner, than you do this! Don't wait for something serious to happen.

Let's establish a couple things so we can better assist you. How old are you and what country are you from?

I feel for you and you definitely have my prayers. You seem to be stuck in a terrible position, yet you obviously still love your mother. What she is doing to you is wrong. Please don't believe the lies she tells you. You are loved by God and you are unique and you have lots to offer. God gave you life for a reason. You mentioned about trusting, that can be very hard for someone who is in your shoes. Put your trust in God. People will always let you down, we are human. But God is ALWAYS there and understands everything even when we don't have the energy or the right words to say. I think the best thing for you to do is move from that situation. No one can stay in an environment like that. Plus you don't deserve that. You deserve better. Tell yourself that and BELIEVE it. I'm sure deep down your mother loves you. She obviously has issues, maybe from her childhood, that she is taking out on you. It isn't fair, I know, but try to understand why she does what she does and realize that it ISN"T YOU. It is HER that has problems and she is lashing out at the ones closest to her, you. I know this is probably easier said than done, but try to have compassion towards your mother. Love her, and forgive her for the wrongs she is doing to you. I don't want you to confuse what I am saying though, what she is doing is not right and I certainly don't condone it, but love and forgiveness is where your peace is going to come from. And it is not wrong to separate yourself from her, in fact it would be a good idea. I don't think you have to cut ties completely but at least for a while it might be a good idea. Tell her firmly and respectly that you have had enough and are not going to tolerate and live your life like this anymore. God does not expect you to stay in an abusive situation so no, separating yourself from her is NOT a sin. Pray for your mother, that is the best thing you can do. God will reward you for that. And if you have any bitterness or unforgiveness towards her, pray that God will help you to release that. Otherwise you will not experience the best God has for you. He says to forgive and you will be forgiven, and vice versa. If we don't forgive we will not be forgiven. I am concerned about her comments of killing you. Please, if she is threatening your life and you believe she is serious, go to the authorities and get out of that house immediately. And don't worry about her voodoo, we serve a bigger God than that. Also, she can't demand YOUR money. You earned it, it is YOURS. You don't have any obligation to give her your money no matter what she says. Can I ask you a few questions? You said she demands your money and will do whatever it takes to get it. What do you mean? What would she do? Also, how old are you? Are you in the United States? Do you or have you read the Bible? Is it just you and your mother in the house? Do you have anyone you can trust and go to for help? Please write back. I am very concerned.

Nicole

Our prayers can magnetize whatever we want into life... Rather than focusing on your angry feelings and frustrations....start visualizing a loving way out...as you give your visualized loving new life to the Holy Spirit...your life will flow that way...While you remain focused on the drama of your situation...it is hard to visualize a wonderful new way. Step out of the drama of your story...because that is your mother's story...& step into your life... Don't magnetize your mother's life into your life...let it go... We all have a loving spiritual family that is not necessarily our biological family...It is time for you to move on to that spiritual family but don't don't move on in fear...move on with joy... It is tough... I lived with an abusive alcoholic for ten years... Apart from the drama she created every day, I found a way to stay focused on what I could do to please God.That distraction from her story made living with her possible. When her drama became so dangerous that it began risking my life...I left. Get out with your life... When you have moved on and into your life, you might even start having fond memories of your mother again. .. When you get caught up in someone else's drama it is hard to see anything else... Look for your love story...Look for your awakening... Wake up to the possiblity of something wonderful occuring in your life..
As long as you remain focused on a negative story of your life, you will remain in that negative story. Find your love story and magnatize your own beautiful love story to your life.