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About me and my reasons for this fast
Date: 5/4/2007 9:53:32 PM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2452 times Hi
I have been wanting to do this fast for a while. I know it is mainly geared towards curing cancer. But wouldn't it be great to heal your body before it comes to such an accute crisis? Let me give you a little background info on me and why I chose to do this. Growing up I experienced quite a bit of fear and stress. Lets say the average garbage that happens to western society kids in school.... Then I developed a full blown eating disorder at age 17 and that lasted for a few years. I smoked as well as that is what you do growing up in Europe,right? (; I've always been a somewhat intense person, so issues might have clung to me on a somewhat deep level, which I believe to have affected my liver etc. I had problems with an irregular mentstruation which still hasn't quite balanced out yet.
So what happened after all that teenage mess since I am 28 now... Well I got married moved to a beautiful place and enjoy my life happily ever after. ...Only that my past is hunting me down once in a while and wants me to pay.... what?
I feel tired a lot and get kind of compulsive around food sometimes. My digestion isn't quite what it could be and I suffer from anxiety at times as in how will I survive and how could I have kids after all this, will they be fine?!!!!!
So these are irrational fears because I'm a healthy pretty fit girl married to the best man imaginable. So what's the problem,you ask. Well I want that peace and calm, to have great digestion and a balanced attitude around food. And since I am fearfull these days and tense which supposedly leads to cancer etc. I want to stop that in its tract and create a better path with a bright future for myself. I've done a long fast before and felt better than I ever have. Will go more into detail about that in future letters.
I am sure I could keep writing for ever. But I'm tired now. Something I wish for is friends who also want to fast who can learn from my experience or maybe join in and fast with me- would be so much more fun!!!
Oh, sh...t now I really have to do this...(: all right lets get at it and grow radiant, happy and blissfully calm.
Lilly 1
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