FINALLY A WEB SITE --on its way
Once again, I am shown the wonders of a positive attitude, and the letting go of MY TRYING to control anything.
Date: 6/4/2005 6:07:57 AM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1945 times I have been so busy the last couple of weeks with company(daughter) which turned out to be a wonderful experience. A lot of our old issues are falling away and we are finding our way back to one another. I could feel we are truly interested in each others lifes again, not just going through the motions for the sake of the situation.
I was so worried about her coming and her judgments that I was making myself ill.
She loves the idea of my creating the web site and seemed really proud of me again.
I do have this image issue: I need to do it perfectly or--or what?I always ask
myself. I am trying to give over some of my fears.
For 4 years I tried to do the SAD and what I disaster I turned into--physicially and mentally. After all those years of such dedication to the natural food industry and believing I could make a difference. I just walked away and went down a path of self indulgence and destruction.
The good news is I found and am finding my way back, back to ME. Still, once again not with out a penalty.
When I let go of all polluted food, I was supprised at how quickley my body responded, the health problems were starting to mount and I knew in my heart of hearts I was at a crossroads. I have wondered if others have recognized these points in their lives, little suttle changes starting to creep in and we either ignore them or start the chain of running from doctor to doctor..Maybe we are scared of the responsibility for the outcome?
I was very lucky--to see-- I needed to take hold of myself. I have been journeling all my steps from "wild on Sad to serene on Raw".
These thoughts are not complete this am, as I am getting ready to leave tomorrow for NY and raw school. for more recipes,connection to raw thoughts and inspiration.
I said awhile back I would post some recipes and I didn't and while I am woking on my site and the recipe section (while not done yet), would be the place to send anyone who is interested.
The name of my web site; www.faeyhslifetimesolutions.com
A raw food site that will have info about everything raw I will even have raw clothes!!!I am a nutrition consultant and I will have live chats with those who have raw concerns.
This is a request:
To anyone who would like to post their story, about their personal journey from SAD to RAW I would love to include it under the testimonial section.
Thanks to all who would like to share.
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