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Day 24 My revelation for the day and truth revealed!
For those of you who only want to read about the fast and not any spiritual and mental benefits, then read the previous post for Day 24.
Date: 2/3/2008 5:26:46 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 3382 times For those of you who only want to read about the fast and not any spiritual and mental benefits, then read the previous post for Day 24.
I wanted to add this because it was yet another revelation for me and I don’t want to forget it. At the seminar I saw a former mentor of mine. She is fabulous… she does real estate and practices things like the Law of Attraction in her coaching. She is very wise and thinks totally out of the box. She saw me and looked into my eyes and said “The things you are creating.. You are going to look back 6 months from now and say WOW, I did this?” She said that I have everything to make my dreams come true, I am talented, driven, I have the knowledge I just have to trust that what I want is right around the corner and allow it to come. She told me that I had to stop feeling bad about the past and focus on what I want in the future. She told me to “let it go” and everything will unfold. She said I know you are getting your ducks in a row, sometimes they get scrambled all up before they get back in line….Tears came to my eyes. She told me about a home that she just bought and that she had signed a lease purchase before she even closed on the property. She looked my in my eyes and said “you can do it too!” I told her I know.. I have had some fear because of past mistakes and that it is the reason for this fast… to become clear about all the things that I have ALLOWED to hold me back… and of course discipline and ACCOUNTABILITY. I told her I wanted to take this time to transform my life. She looked at me so intently that I had to ask… she said… “You are going to do so well in life.”
I felt soo much better… I wanted to cry. Sometime we all need positive re-enforcement.
And right after that I was having a text message conversation with my business partner and I told him that he is self-centered because I have been taken advantage of before and I am NOT going to let it happen again so he needs to be more considerate. He texted me (and I quote) “ STOP PUTTING ME IN THE BOX WITH YOUR PAST ISSUES!!! I WANT TO GROW AND ANYONE THAT SINCERYLY HELPS ME WILL BENEFIT FROM MY GROWTH AND VICE VERSA!!” I was dumbfounded. Am I still doing that? Am I still bringing my past to the present? Am I still holding onto the “victim mentality??” I thought I was done with all that. I was soo shocked by this I had to step out of the seminar and I went into the bathroom and I cried on last time for everything that happened yesterday…and I prayed…. I prayed for the strength and courage to forget yesterday and to create from this NOW moment. Whatever happened was for my growth and I am better now for it. It is time to LET GO!!!! Why is it so hard for us to forgive the past? Why is it hard for us to see that what happened yesterday has NOTHING to do with today? Why do we not realize that every person we encounter is not the individual from last year? I am not the same person I was 5 minutes ago, let alone 5 years!!! I forgave myself and re-emerged a wiser more loving woman.
Lessons and wisdom come from anywhere at any time…but do we pay attention?
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