Day 16 I am about to eat a damn cracker!
Why Oh Why has Thou Fullness Forsaken Me???
Date: 1/26/2008 3:53:46 AM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1333 times
Day 16 has been an interesting one. I stayed awake waaaayyy to long and it seems when I do that, I am completely exhausted and sometimes feel hungry the next day. For some reason after all this time, I started to feel like I was hungry. I really wanted to eat and I felt like I wouldn’t get sick. Everyday up until now I was afraid to eat because I don’t want to be bowled over in pain. I really had to pray and fight the urge to eat. The temptation would come and go… working all night doesn’t help either.
And if that weren’t bad enough… today was the night of my graduation for a year long metaphysical class that I took. Our teacher sprung for a limo and a free trip to a great Brazilian restaurant. I didn’t go because obviously I am fasting.. and even if I wanted to, that would have NOT been the way to break it, but damn I hate to miss a free meal.
Now I am sitting here thinking about FOOD!!!
My energy has been down all day and I am at work now. I considered going home early because I really want to sleep. I was thinking maybe my lack of sleep is what is making me want to eat….am I being repetitive… it must be the carb craving driving me crazy! I have been busy lately and sometimes when I am just relaxing I feel like I should be doing something productive. I am going to get some rest and make it through this night. I know this too shall pass.
I will say that this blog has given me an outlet and invigorated my desire to write. I enjoy it and thank you for sharing this with me. I am reading the Artist way which has further inspired me and one thing she suggests is taking yourself out on an “Artist Date” alone. I do that kind of thing sporadically because I gratefully have come to a place where I enjoy solitude…. now I am excited about consistently nurturing and taking care of myself. I am going to expose the inner adventurer! I am looking forward to trying new things.
See… a new me is emerging… isn’t that FABULOUS!
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