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Murdering Our Selves 19 y
Morning thoughts.
I want to get into
some deep issues
that are up for me.
I want to write about them.
This came out first.
I committed murder last night.
For nine or more days before
heading for Los Angeles
I used up another rainforest of trees
in toilet paper.
Get the picture?
This was not your normal
loose bowel.
This was your watery explosive
loose bowel
that comes after the Body has totally
given up the last ditch effort
to make sense of what
would normally be called food.
This is when nothing will go
in the mouth and come out the other end
with any semplance of order.
It is as if the kidneys, liver, stomach
and mouth are not speaking to each other
and not on the same page.
Thi ... read more Striving for Balance-TO DO's 19 y
To Do List for Week...
Tuesday and rest of week:
1. Complete with Laura at OTA.
Get her the photo she requested in email last night.
2. Connect with Steve Hays of Light Connection Newspaper
today about story on Organic Celebration at the Hilton.
3. Allow more rest, as tired.
4. Appreciate remarkable improvement in digestion after
eight days + down. Keep doing good eating...Accupuncture
today at 2:45...get flowers from Whole Foods First, or Check
garden for bouquet...color requested...
5. Put away things in room. Clear Desk.
Deadline: tomorrow new housemate for room....
6. Send S ... read more Nap Time--Home Safe 19 y
Reflecting on the recharge
of the last few days...
Praise to God,
Praise to the Enchanted Garden Mobile,
Praise to all the beautiful people
I saw in the City of my birth, L.A.
over the last three days.
When up and down hills
in Topanga Canyon,
when out to the San Fernando Valley
a couple times,
had a wonderful retreat space to
sleep at night.
Got some good coaching from
Deena Metzger, a very special Mother for this
Community of the Dare in Topanga.
Saw a lot of gentle people emoting and whaling
while healers rattled and drums played.
Some some very special real time people
on the path of healing and making authentic ... read more A Healing Gathering 19 y
Doing some Important
Earth healing work today.
Doing some important
Male-Female healing work
today without saying too much.
I would like to write about
the Dare--”Dar-ay--”
a powerful healing gathering
that happened yesterday in topanga.
My Soul Mate--the Woman who triggers
my deepest issues of growth--
was there.
I would like to write a moment by moment account
of this extraordinary healing.
I haven’t the juice right now.
I am in an time crutch.
There is a possibility of seeing her this morning.
It is a small window of opportunity.
I am sorry I did not capture more of the incredible inspiration
that was here earlier this morning.
Somethng about creating a virtual Dare with you,,, ... read more Riding the WAVES 19 y
Issues arise in me
from being close to where
my Soul Mate lives.
I did not see her today.
I attended a Clothes less
pool party and these
are my feelings.
WISH I had more time to Blog.
Rushing the clock to get up to
Topanga Canyon for the Dare.
Dare has an accent on the last e
but I do not know how to make that.
It is pronounced Dar-A, ”A” as in the sound
of the first letter.
Soutmate is going to be up there.
That is the plan.
Last time was a nightmarish experience
up there sometime last October, and
I would like to write that out.
Felt very wounded by that experience and it was
a big player in allowing my Immune system to
Fall out.
Nothing to blame. We are who we are.
Each person Chooses their experience
and come ... read more Love Flows... 19 y
Love Flows...
I am taking the luxury and safety of Blogging
this early Sunday morning in my L.A. haven
of Serina’s where a nice bedroom is open
for last night and tonight for Your Enchanted Gardener.
Tonight is the official beginning of
Shavuot, the Festival of Weeks,
the Holiday symbolically up to Sinai
where slaves, newly out of bondage fro
the narrow places of addiction in Egypt,
are all gathered at the base the mountain
to Receive God in a most intimate way.
It is said in this Mythos that each person
heard the voice of God in their own head.
Each person married God, and this is
a s ... read more "Blogs is as blogs does- if my niece can blog so can I--Bo 19 y
Abstract about the experience of blogging......a first timer and a bit of word play about the value of words
This is Bo Lebo writing on Leslie’s site about the garden that I am looking out from. Today my friend, Dana lost her niece in a sudden, violent and unexpected manner. I am writing about my emotions in Leslie’s cyber-journal to perhaps connect to my niece, Lindsay Beyerstein, who is writing a popular blog in New York City.
At the same time, our enchanted gardener has just brought me into present time smelling fresh lemon grass, that felt warm to touch and calmed me.
I can hear jazz rocking at twilight and we are surrounded by friends, getting last minute funereal plane tickets, and ... read more Bo Lebo 19 y
Bo Lebo
is an amazing
creative woman
helping kids.
I think a lot of Bo Lebo.
She rides the tides of life in facinating ways.
Once I turned around and she was doing performance
76 performances in 38 schools. These were musical
theatre to explain outer and inner space.
Another time, I turned around and Bo was leading me
in the Book America Expo and introducing me to some
of her publishing friends.
She wears many hats.
She tells me she is the smallest non-profit member
of the AAP, American Association of Publishers.
The latest project is to link Sky Blue Members
and all the airports surrounding L.A. to serve
childre ... read more Heading for L.A. 19 y
Heading for LA
Went to bed tired
and thought I would be staying in San Diego for
the Mountain climb to Shavuot,
the end of the Festival of Weeks,
that begins officially Sunday night
and lasts for two days.
Woke up this morning
and had the inspiration to
head for LA.
Taking what I need.
Barley grains to show.
the Havest.
some bio compost.
Mainly me.
I cannot allow this Body
to dominate where I will go.
If I had I would be dead today.
The Soul energies pour through
when I head toward my life purpose
and the highest choice I can feel
in the moment.
I did the mundate yester ... read more Rain!!!! 19 y
Rain and inspiration,
What the Bleep!
Passing the auto watering system
electronics my intuition said turn it off
and save a dime, but I had no idea why
I got that message.
This morning I am waking up to
falling water off the side of the house.
It comes down like a spout off the
corner of the stairs. It makes it
convenient to go down and put a bucket
down under it to save the precious
rainwater from nature.
I imagine some of you take the
rainwater for granted. I know I have
become complacent this last season.
For many years I had this agreement
with Mother Earth. If she allowed her
earth to Receive t ... read more Anatomy of Wholeness 19 y
Anatomy of Wholeness...
Intro
Part One: Intro
The World is connected.
it is One.
Love holds it All Together.
The Wisdom Shakers of All Time
dip into Timelessness to
See Visions.
They outline for us the
path from Nothingness to
Everythingness.
They show us the Way.
They Show us the Pitfalls.
These shakers are in all
Traditions, and they are Soul
Allies all working for the same End
Peace on Earth,
Good Will to Woman and Man.
There followers are of a different
breed. They are the interpretors.
They will fight if placed at the
same Round Table.
Their Mentors would only smile
and sense no Di ... read more I Got WORMS!!! 19 y
I got worms...
Just got back from the Friday Farmers’ Market.
Arrived a few minutes after Closing Time,
but every one I wanted to see was still there.
Joe from Philly says hello in his friendly manner.
”I told Steve you would keep your date right on time!!!”
They got my regular $5 of avos.
When Steve asks ”Anything else?”
I asked if he had some ugly oranges?
”Yes, there’s a while box full!”
I loaded up for roommates.
My spirits raised up,
way up from where I was at 5 P.M
Miguel, my supplier of cherries,
peaches and apricots still had some
cherries on the table, so I loaded up
... read more Tree of LIfe 19 y
Tree of Life
Model Beginning writing.
Anatomy of Wholeness
The Tree of Life Model
for Manifesting from Nothingness
to Everythingness
I just went surfing looking for
a visual Map--I borrowing this one for now:
http://web2.airmail.net/otontex/htbin/htimage/qmap.htm
I have not explored this web site, but is has
relevance to what I am want to explain.
You can learn a lot here on this site.
The Enchanted Garden addition will be
the Return to the Garden component
through literal Gardening, and Soul ”building” up here
through soil building, and Food Growing and Eating.
The Model of the Tree ... read more The Good News!! 19 y
Fun and games
with the Pitney Bowes
Company.
The Good News has arrived!!!
Halalulah!!
After two calls yesterday
to the Auto Balance Department
and aborted attemps to get my Bill handled Online,
today I spoke to two different
Customer Reps for the Pitney Bowes
Postage Meter Company,
All is well and Clear.
The first Rep Understood
and agreed that it was reasonable
that I did not want to spend
my entire working Life opening
and answering bills from their Company.
After considerable phone time it
is now also clear that this Company has
more than one department that sends
out bills.
The Piney Bowes Purc ... read more The First Fruits 19 y
In is sunset and the energy
passes from Netzach--
endurance to Hod--the
Physical Containers where
balance can happen between
Force and Form.
I do not feel strong in these
areas now.
This time I have been writing about
for near 49 days....this journey
connecting the energy centers
on the Tree of Life it is near complete.
The 49 day is Sunday and then at eve
time, comes the 50th day.
In the ancient times, the people
decorated their animals with the
first fruits and brought them to the Temple.
That is how I feel now.
I have this sense of being about to
Receive something Big.
It is likely, if I can put my narrow places
aside, A Significant Writing, that culminates
this 49 Day Journey.
The First Fruits...they want to come through...
some great writn ... read more No more FOOD!!! 19 y
All can change in an instant.
Right now I feel stuck
and not sure how to move
the energy except
do one thing that is next
and then lay down.
Feeling in one of those stuck places.
I am attempting/doing/attempting
to do some physical things
and I have taken two naps so far
today.
I feel very tired.
It is day 46 of the Omer Journey and 49 is the last day
that the Mystical Jews and others come together for
the High Holiday called Shavuot.
My friend Zvi, the Orthodox young man of 26
who has been helping me came over yesterday
and apologized for not being in touch.
Stuck! Stuck Stuck!
How many times can I say the same word???
How did I get to this place.
Work,. Work, Work, but the completes
are very slo ... read more Dynamic vs. Organic Foods 19 y
What is the difference
between Biodynamic vs
Organic Foods?
Here is a great website
to visit.
This is an excellent explanation
from a great website on Biodynamic Gardening
and Farming:
Biodynamic agriculture is an advanced organic farming system that is gaining increased attention for its emphasis on food quality and soil health.
Biodynamic agriculture developed out of eight lectures on agriculture given in 1924 by Rudolf Steiner (1861-1925), an Austrian scientist and philosopher, to a group of farmers near Breslau (which was then in the eastern part of Germany and is now Wroclaw in Poland). These lectures, as well as four supplemental lessons, are published in a book tit ... read more |