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Love Flows...
Love Flows...
Date: 6/12/2005 9:45:15 AM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1226 times I am taking the luxury and safety of Blogging
this early Sunday morning in my L.A. haven
of Serina's where a nice bedroom is open
for last night and tonight for Your Enchanted Gardener.
Tonight is the official beginning of
Shavuot, the Festival of Weeks,
the Holiday symbolically up to Sinai
where slaves, newly out of bondage fro
the narrow places of addiction in Egypt,
are all gathered at the base the mountain
to Receive God in a most intimate way.
It is said in this Mythos that each person
heard the voice of God in their own head.
Each person married God, and this is
a state of consciousness that is NOW,
and NOW,
and NOw.
IT is offered.
All we have to Do is Accept.
So tonight at Sunset begins the Marriage
Ceremony.
Many Jews of the most religious sect
will stay up all night and study.
I am not sure of all the reasons why they do that,
but I will find out tonight and let you know.
I feel so much better Blogging
and sharing. It helps me so much
being fulfilled in knowing that there is one person
beside myself who may come upon my words
and share their love by being interested enough
to read what I am saying.
I am Receiving so much healling from you.
I hope you know that.
I am a prolific writer, right now with some borderline
tears in my eyes.
I live so in isolation and suffering of my own choosing.
Yesterday on the way up here,
I was intensely inspired listening to one of the John tapes
from the Essene School of Thought.
The tape was made in 1979 or 1980.
It was made around Easter time.
The channeling is called "Jesus' Eternal Message."
We all have our Crosses to bear.
We all choose our crossed by Choice.
It is Freely to me to know that ever though I feel
trapped at times by my Choice, It is my Soul that Choose
this Path. My Choice is to make the most of what I have Chosen,
just has my Beloved friend Jesus made the most of his Choice.
In the Essene work it speaks of Jesus have already achieved
Perfection as a Soul on the Earth. He had 33 lives according
to the Essene Work. It had a number of lives already in Perfection
when he entered Married Life as Jesus.
It may be Ego to say, but I have Ego.
Anyevery battered by "Not Enuf"
feeling they are Not Enough pulls out the
Ego card, but so what.
I pull strength from knowing that my Soul knew the Soul
of Jesus.
I knew this Soul when he was the incarnation of Metchizidekic
Metchilzekic (Sp?) was the Prince of Salem. He lived
900 years. He was the mentor of Abraham who became the Father
of the Jewish Nation.
I was a scribe with Metchizidekic. One of my Enchanted Garden
Projects was working on the Book of Job.
The is one of the reasons why Job's Tears is my favorite Seed
that I use in my Counseling Work to plant Seed Dreams for others.
Job's Tears grows universally. It was the original Love Bead
of the 60's. It grows in many places.
You can read more about it off my main page.
Http://www.lesliegoldman.com
Anyone can grow it.
Lots of Catholics grow it. Some make Rosary Beads from
Jobs Tears. That is one of my favorite lines
"I know God loves Catholics. He made a bead with a hole
right through it so they could made Rosaries."
(Yes Ren....I hope you get excited to grow your own Rosary...
I would be honored to have you be growing Job's Tears from
the Enchanted Garden...)
So..back to my story...
I was a merchant in the incarnation when Jesus was Jesus...
His first life was "Amelius," I,e. Adam.
Adam, yes, Adam who screwed up, got into a big mess
with Eve, the archetype of Woman, and got kicked out of the
the Original Garden that is now returning as the Enchanted Garden.
Of course, it is all a Game. Part of the Real Game.
If Eve, as the story goes, had not offered Adam the Apple
how else would you and I gotten our butts kicked out of the Garden
so we could Get Enligtened and have the opportunity to share our
Love with more and more Souls down here in the muck
and mud of planet earth as we know it NOW?
Eve was innocent.
All Women are Innocent.
ALL Men and Women are to be Forgiven.
Is that not the message of our Beloved Friend Jesus?
If He could hang with nails through his beautiful
healing hands,
If He, the Son of God, could suffer so for our sins,
what heights can you and I Come to?
Jesus, in the Essene work, never died.
Just as You and I never die, not as Souls,
not as individuals who come back again.
My friend Linda, the Harp Player as a sticker
on the side of her guitar, "Back By Popular Demand."
This Essene Tape, it is the most beautiful of stories
as told through John, who was one of the favorite Deciples
of Jesus.
The Eternal Message of Jesus????
It is to Love.
It is to Love.
If one Man could give his LIfe as an Example
one Innocent Man---
then this was meant to be an Example for all of us
that we can live beyond Selfishness.
Selfishness is the Ultimate Sin in the Essene work.
Selfishness means allowing ourselves to be Cut off,
to be Cut off from Love.
Of Course, that is the Rub and the Paradox.
Love asks Self Love.
Love asks both Gevurah--limits
as well as Chesed--lovinging Kindess.
Gevurah and Chesed--when they Marry on the Tree of Life--
they produce--Tiferet--Beauty in the World.
Oh, how we defend ourselves and pull out the Anger card
so often when we need to simple say, "No."
One of the Seven Love Cures is called Because She is a Woman.
It speaks to a Woman taking Space.
I think I am my Soulmate are making some progress with this.
I may want Yes when she says No.
But as the Love Cure says,
"A man is a gentleman when he knows what it means for
a woman to take space. A woman has become a Woman when she takes
Space."
Of course, there is still some tension around her No and my Yes.
But the deeper issue is always--
what are we saying 'No" to and "No" for.
This only a person can say who is in the driver seat.
Well, I am getting hungry.
it is 7:38 AM
I am going to eat something light
as my Soulmate recommends...
She is becoming an incredible Medical Intutive.
She mapped out a program for me
and it is working.
So thanks, Soulmate...I love you so much.
I am going to eat and take a nap...
More later.
eg
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