Re: How do I stay grounded?

Yes... focus ... that is what I was trying to say but didn't have the words to say it. I was a dreamy child and my dreams often took me to the sky. As a young person ...I threw three paper routes a day to fly...but then as a young man I joined the military so I could continue flying...I had become impatient to fly... I was willing to kill the whole world to fly...but today I do not fly...except in my sojourning to the heavens that I have recorded from my NDE. My days of flying airplanes have passed me now for over 20 years... Each time I have tried to return to flying...I have fallen short... It always seemed too hard a place to reach. I have responsibilities and they have always taken the place of my once misguided dream of flight... Today, I am stranded from the dream of flight.... without the wings to carry me there...While I have given up on those long ago dreams of flying...I believe it would be a tragedy for me to never fly again... This grounding thing seems to be the key...I do hope some day to return to flying...only this time with a heart of compassion and loving kindness...yet grounded enough to manage my finances, family, friendships and life... What if I spend this whole rest of my life dreaming of my flight to heaven and then when I am in heaven only dream of flying in a body again? When I am grounded in love, maybe I will get another shot at flying aeroplanes again? These are my thoughts this morning... Perhaps some day I can give those thoughts wings...