Re: Knows

Hey Harleygyrl, Is that girl still around? I bought a series of hers about 15 years ago. Didn't work for that marriage either. No, I was sick when these woman came into my life and they sensed that, knowing they could get away with a free ride. I was too sick to care. Too introverted to see.

I've been all the way back since August 05 and about 6 months after that it hit me. "She doesn't love you Ken", "she wants a free ride". Duhhhhh. Oh well, she's a pretty good girl, very benign, and I do pretty much what I want anyway. Got a nice home in the country etc. But it ain't right. Gods got a way of balancing the scales after a while so we'll see what happens.

Besides, I don't know very many couples at all that really get along. That really love each other. Look around. Unfortunately I fell in love when 17 and was with her for three years. We got along great and it was sooooo "Natural". It just worked that's all. But, long distance relationships don't work. I was 700 miles away at college. I was busy but she was bored. And that was that.

Have always thought about her over the years. It's almost a curse now. I know it can work, but..................

Anyway, I know of this girls work. I had her tape series years ago. And now, knowing what I know I don't care if this relationship works or not. I'm sick of trying.

Doc