Then again - NONE of you have any inkling how near death I am.

Not that it affects me, but no one should be envying me. Trust this or be foolish.

One would need to be blind and mentally retarded or dead to NOT acknowledge that these things I can show them (at will) are anything but WORMS.

Try being my height and weigh in at 80 pounds. My appearance is beyond offensive and the stares make it obvious. The standing rumor going aournd town (where I'm fairly well known and have a public image to protect) WAS (before I was diagnosed) that I'm a CRACKHEAD and that's why I was sick and emaciated. On top of feeling like shit already - how much fun is that?

I had to leave everything/everyone.

Envy me NOT. Tweet