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Re: I see no Future.....
I know it's been a very long time since you posted this, but I only came across this site today.
How you felt when you posted this is how I was last year. I couldn't look in the mirror. I was too scared of what I would see. I still avoid mirrors as much as possible. I still keep the rooms darkened as much as possible and avoid turning on the light. I have had eczema for a long time, but last year was the worst. I lost my self esteem, I couldn't look in teh mirror, I didn't wanna go out, and it finally took me physically too. I couldn't walk. So I couldn't go to uni or work. My whole body was covered in eczema and it hurt so so much. It hurt by just sitting there and breathing. I couldn't walk, not even to just get up and sit down.
However, I can walk now, and it is not all over my body anymore. I still have eczema, but I am so much better than before. I am getting better at looking at the mirror and going out more too.
How are you now? I hope you are better too.