WOW nicely said! I love that last part about five minutes before the miracle. I too believe in a higher power and spent most of yesterday praying and reading scripture. I made it through day one (feeling horrible by nightfall) but it was the morning of day two (today) that I could handle. Getting one child ready for school, entertaining another and helping a husband get ready for work all while working toxins out of my body with a major headache. It was more than God and I could handle. I'm not beating myself up, just hoping for an easier ride next time. I do allow U-turns in my life. I am attempting to do this for many reasons; 1. loss weight and kick start a healthy life style 2. to detox all the unhealthy stuff i've put in my body either with holiday junk or the junk I've tried with dieting 3. to learn to look at food differently and know I have the power when it comes to food 4. to hopefully become closer to God by depending on him a little more. Of course my kids don't understand and my husband thinks I'm insane but it's not about them. Good for you on your four years sobor. Isn't life beautiful!!??
Bonnie