day3 hell

ok ive been reading post's for the last 3 days for clarity or sanity or something. but today seems the worst i dont know if im going to give in or not but im like on the edge and i really want to cry.. no really i want to cry.. i give kudos to all of you that have continued with this struggle. i will hate myself if i give up but i feel like if i dont chew something i'll just die.

momma2