Re: Mad(artist)

Maddie,
I have admired Unyquity in the past, (I still do) but I think we part ways on this point. I don't believe there is a blanket cure for everyone, I think the goal is to learn to listen to your own body, I think cz is kind of like a 12 step program: "Take what you need and leave the rest". and I think she, although well intentioned, and knowledeable, has some problems of her own. I also think that she can't imagine what someone with 4 kids living at home, and a relationship struggle, does to get all that "expensive care" she suggested I'd blown thousands, and could easily spend $500 for the incurable program, nor could she know or guess how humbled I have had to become to ask the colonic therapist, the accupunturist, yes, and even my previous m.d., etc, to reduce their charges. You want to taste humility....I've asked. And I've had literally 'angel' people respond, sometimes out of the blue. One insomnia episode a Nikkom salesperson (if that's how you spell it) lent me a whole 'sleep system' for two weeks, just because she heard me talking about my insomnia in a health food store. Another time a Reiki master asked if she could work with me, gratis, just to see if she could help. (that was almost 10 years ago, i'd forgotten) And my counselor "friend" has been counseling me for 12 years, whenever I call, for nothing, simply because, as he puts it, "People are the treasure". I even have a friend from my old 'healing circle' who sells supplements who tags one out of ten products as a tithe--guess how many times I've gotten things from her in the past (I've cut WAY back on supplements) that came with that '"no charge" heart? She insists she didn't 'fix it', it just came up that way. And when she has tried something and didn't need it anymore, she would bring them to our healing circle and simly give them away. Most of my purchased supplements have been 'snuck' out of the food budget, or bought with money after a friend said, "Hey, I was thinking of you. Here's $20, go get what you need". I wouldn't even want to COUNT over the last twelve years how much I "owe". You don't raise 5 kids on what my husband makes, pay a full tithe, have Mom homeschooling, and get as much help as I have with out heaven intervention. And with all that, the depressions continue. Just writing that was good for me. Since there has been a shift, not only do I like myself, but my heart can feel gratitude again. I feel very grateful right now.

So, I have angels in human form, or I would never had made it twelve years.
There was a healing group that existed for most of those years, and when it disbanded because it's leader(a massage therapist and aromatherapy person) needed to dance (very wise woman) rather than burn out, and I was horrifed not to have a 'support group any more', guess what I found? Curezone. It's not perfect, but then, neither am I.
peace and joy will come
pj
(ps--the law of the universe is ASK and ye shall receive. If you'll notice, during my deepest depression, there is a gap in my posting. I got so low, I didn't ask. You would think I'd learn. :-)

again, thank you SO much for your sharing. I read the date on that speech by Dr. Kelley (if that's right spelling--I did a bit better sleeping last night--I woke up after two hours, and then, went back to sleep for 2 more, and rested better, more calmly. The acupuncturist thinks we can work this out, and I think there is a key about to be found, and it wouldn't surprise me if I find a piece of the puzzle on cz.)oh yea, Dr. Kelley (not sleeping really makes me 'ADD' for a bit, smile, anyway, it was given in 1971. I was APALLED. How could that knowledge be out there, and I didn't start learning hardly anything about herbs and health until 1993? I have a Master's degree in Education, for heaven's sakes. Seven people in my high school class of 100 actually went on to be doctors. I'm not a stupid person. True, I didn't have a mom growing up, but if (no, when) I get well, I'm going to talk about basic health things to anyone who will listen! Especially young people!

off my soap box,
pj