Re: overcomming abuse

Well about the doing one thing perfectly, I do everything I can perfectly. I am a perfectionist. Thanks for the tip of what to think about while doing it, I never thought of it like that before. About the beaty and facial things, I already do stuff like that but I have had stretch marks since age 12 (grew tall too fast) and when I asked my mom about them she never had an answer for me so they just got worse. I am only 23 and I started getting vericose veins really bad on my legs and even a couple small ones on my face. I started taking bee pollen and they quuit comming for awhile but when I ran out and didn't get anymore for awhile I started getting them again. Now I have more pollen and I am also taking ACV daily and I havent really had anymore of my veins die since then. I was really stupid for a long time because I had to drop out of school due to so many moves because my mom kept losing the houses my brother's grandma would pay for her to get into. Another reason why I was stupid is because I don't think my mom really taught me anything growing up. Anyway, I have a really low self esteem since my veins started dying off and I have always been self councious about my stretch marks.

I am not really sure if I can grow in this relationship with my bf, he was abused too, his dad beat him as a kid. He really wants to change, he seems to maybe have gotten better but he really needs to quit drinking. I have known him since I was a kid and we were just reunited about a year ago. He wants to change but he has a really bad temper. He always points out my flaws when we fight and I never say anything about his flaws untill he pushes me too far by pointing out mine. It just really hurts me when he calls me names. I never do it to him. He hits me sometimes but he might be getting better because last time we faught I hit him and he didnt hit me back, he just held me down. I hit him because he threw my plant on the ground and broke some of the vines off and a bunch of the leaves and it made me cry, I love that plant, it never did anything to him, it couldn't fight back. But anyways I need to hurry and close this before he comes home. I will message back later. Tweet