No desire to become a christian. after all the S*** I go through and my parents makin me go to church for my whole life where there was no one my age. my whole teen years I didnt know what it was like to have a friend at a house or vice versa. NOT ONCE. thats totally ridiculous. its unreal actually. I hate Him at times. on top of havin no damn friends,I have this daily health illness and crap..