"the sad thing is, the day I went into the hospital, I had ordered herbs from MH and don’t know if I’ll ever be able to take them……..)."
THAT is the sad thing? What about "nearly dying"? That would seem to be a bit sadder. Who in their right mind worries about some herbs if they have truly nearly died only a few days ago? Not trying to put you down if your story is true, but it sounds a little off.