Re: Day 3--PROBLEM--Need some advice!

I know you said to email, but I am totally freaked out by what you're telling me. How can going low carb 2 and a half weeks before this thing help me lose weight? I will gain back weight as soon as I start eating! I'm not trying to be ungrateful, because I really appreciate that you're taking the time to help me, but it seems like nothing will solve this problem, except for a water fast, which may not even solve the problem, but will be the only thing to come close. I'm just so frustrated and scared out of my mind! I'm going to have to keep water fasting, because I'm just too scared to change paths now. I wish so much that I had started trying to lose weight earlier, because I wouldn't be in this boat and I'd be able to eat! I'm feeling a little better now, but I just ate popcorn on top of the rice and beans! A whole bag of popcorn at that! That's about 1000 calories I've eaten now today. Why do I keep doing this to myself? I want to just cry because I'm so disappointed. I bet tomorrow I'll be back up to 145 again. With just over 2 weeks til the pageant, I know it's not really the best idea to exercise while I'm on a water fast, but I can't honestly come up with any other solution to this problem. The only thing I have to do now is focus on not eating!!! God help me!