Re: I have realized that I have no idea how to be somebody's girlfriend

I have been on my own for 3 years since my marriage, I have dated here and there but this is the first "boyfriend". I have decided not to tell him, I don't see it doing any good. It will only hurt him and enrage him. But on the other hand I have decided to surrender and just let myself love him, no more crazy phone calls, I'm going to keep my mind in check, banish my suspicious thoughts..........see, I can't let him go, I love him,,,he has done nothing so wrong as for me to break up the relationship. And I don't want to. I am gonna give this a whole hearted try, he is one in a million to deal with what I've dished out, now it's time for me to show him just how much he means to me, I am going to open up my heart and let him in. Saturday is his 21st birthday, I am going to give him my trust................