Re: suicide solution

I have tried all of this before, but nothing works. I can't even imagine myself with anyone else. My self-esteem used to be at rock bottom, then she built it up, probably to smash it down again. I don't know. I just am so afraid to be alone. I see couples that seem so happy together, and I see "normal" girls that I wish my girlfriend was, and it makes me want it even more. I know that no person is normal, but "Miranda" as I will call her here, is out of the ordinary. Even though she has diffrent views on everything, I still love her very much, and feel it is impossible to get over her. Tweet