Re: suicide solution

The healing proccess is a slow one, almost non-existant. Over the weekend I tried to somewhat reinvent myself, and keep my mind off of her. I cleaned my apartment, spring cleaning type. Moved things around, and even put shelves up (something that I have been meaning to do for the past few months now). Once it was all done, and I sat down to relax. I felt good about myself and my living space, but the same feelings came back. I know that all of this takes time, but everything continues to go through my head. The email, the fight, and how I just want it all to go away. I know that this is a bad thing, but I haven't even eaten since the whole fight broke out. Sleep has been somwhat impossible. I went and saw my mom and dad, and told them the situation. They were of course biased, telling me that they have known some girls that would snatch me up "in a hot second," as they put it. It's great knowting that I have parents like that. But I don't know what to do. I have been living in Oklahoma for the past 5 years, I came from Washington state a few years back. My parents have invited me to move back with them in about 5 months, but I don't know what to do or where to go. I do have friends in Washington, quite a few, but I don't know if I will be able to handle the loss of Miranda.

Thank you all for all of the caring responses to my problem. I couldn't believe how many respones there were to this. But I care about you all and see you all as my friend for all of the help. If you have any more advice, please feel free to e-mail me at K_Dog_109@yahoo.com

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