Your anwswer is very beautiful. you are talking about somethign I can handle and undertand. The other posts are wonderful but my ability to understand them is reduced right now. What you have said makes sense to me without requering me to change my believes.
I love God so much and I feel the he is supporting me, because I am so weak I could no do it by myself.
I really like that you have been able to reconciliate two differents points of view creating a wonderful synergy.
last night I was thinking about God's light power to heal me.