Re: very depressed and stressed today -very long!!!!

Sammy!!

What a shitty day!

Do you know how long you've been thinking: 'something's gotta change!' for?

If you've been feeling this for some months...the Universe usually gives you what you want - so it's best if you actually decide what would be the best change yourself before waiting to see what kind of surprises you're in for! (your husband losing his job - ugh)

Although....maybe, in the end, your husband losing his job will be the best thing ever? (hard to imagine now, I'm sure) It's a possibility.

I'm probably not being much help! But your situation sounds OH SO incredibly hard!!! You're right. Something has to change....start imagining how you'd like your life to be and maybe your thoughts will start generating the reality. (energy follows thought!)

I know that seems difficult...because 1. You're a Teacher (hard in itself) and 2. You're a Mother (that's not going to go away). Do you HAVE to teach? Do you LOVE teaching? Of course you'll have to teach if your husband doesn't have a job anymore...but if you don't absolutely LOVE teaching...then maybe leave the door of your mind open to new work/money possibilities. You may open some excellent new doors!

Write down what you're good at....what your 'fantasy' job would be. I did this with my boyfriend years ago and we really spent a lot of time on it...figuring it out...putting energy into it...and voila! I'm serious, within 2weeks he had this whole new career!! He is now a doublebass builder. Anyway...it works. You can make some time to think about this.

And..since you're on curezone...you may as well keep cleansing!! Do the Liver Flush....it will clear out a lot of old emotions that are clogging up your works!

One day of pigging out is fine! Go crazy! Cry. Yell. Eat till your sick....then tomorrow will be better...in contrast you'll feel like a million bucks! (ha) And eat fresh vegetables and fruit....or better yet drink some fresh juiced juice.

It will get better...

Hope to hear from you again...

Tracey