I am married but He is 16 yrs older than I and still working and I feel like I'm going thru this alone.He is very supportive but unless u'r there u can't really inderstand what this is like to live with,and that's just what one has to do.I told him I was going to look for a pen pal for this and you sound just right but one is discouraged to put u'r address on here.That's what it says when you join.Do you just eat a large meal at one sitting?My husband does.Are you very overweight?The large meals at a time hurts us with this condition.I'm also in depression and sounds like you are and that can sure make it harder to watch what you eat.I understand.My weight is fine but that was not always the case.Get back when you can.If I don't get back right away I will but I have other pains to where somedays it is too hard to try to type.I do it with one fingure anyway,LOL.Love in Christ,Dot.