I'm sure you are right that my husband should understand. I am trying to get up the courage to just do this for myself, and maybe it is jsut an excuse that he is against it, although I suppose if I had a little support it would be easier to make the decision.
I have pretty much decided that I will call and make an appt. Monday. I tell myself to just go about this one step at a time, and quit worrying about it. I trust God and I believe He is encouraging me do this and get the pain out. And a friend of mine has been telling me for about a year that I should talk with a therapist. I'm just having a hard time taking that step.