Hi Karo, I've just read your beautiful story. It is really uplifting. And I was thinking that I was always so spiritual, and I always believed ( and still do believe) in God and am full of love. But since I am sick, continuously, it is hard to see the beauty of this world. It is just I am so focused on my own pain, that it is hard to be spiritual:( And I just hope that my pain will go away one day, so I can open my eyes and see what I do not notice lately: the sun, green trees, animals, singing birds and blue californian sky... But thank you for your story:) It makes me feel better when I know that there are Angels and Somebody who still loves me no matter what, looks after me and takes care of me, even if I can not see that. So, thanks again. Ines