Man!!!!!!!!...........You've got Balls:)....wish I had them .....your story was very moving,but we all know how u feel,same or similar problems are just a part of our life.... I don't know what else to say, I don't know any famous quotes,well maybe this one:"What can not kill us, can only make us stronger!";)..2Pac;)....united we stand, divited we fall...together we can beat this, at least this forum gives us some soport...that's all I know...pretty much, and I'm a student, not from USA,...that's all I have to say aaabout that:)