Firstly, I want to say thanks for your words of encouragement and advice,and just sharing your story,but as much as I would like to put a pic up I cant do it..its just too embarrasing,i know people on here is suffering from the same things as me but that doesnt help still it would be too embarrassing,,i wish i had the guts you have but i dont..i just thought that if anyone that knows me was to browse around on here and look and see me i would be soo humiliated.even though i know that this thing is not my fault,i just cant do it!And the sad thing is i dont know why when there are all these people on here who shares some of the same stories as me