Your story moved me to tears. You are not only beautiful but extremely brave and wise. It is a shame the people who harass you are not as wise and open minded as you are.
I am terribly sorry you have had to go through this horror, although I am sure your maturity, wisdom and inner fortitude was born from the the sorrow you've been forced to live with.
Thank you for sharing, I mean that. And please, when you get to the bottom of this and learn what is happening inside you, please share so others coming in after you will gain hope.
I'm sorry I am not as brave as you, so I am signing off with an anonymous number.
I wish you the very best life can offer! Stay strong!! ((((58713))))