Re: My mom doesn't believe me...

I am currently seeing a psychiatrist as well as my counsellor. I was recently put back on anti-depressants that I take 6 times a day. The doctors at the clinic are looking at shock therapy to help calm me down. I know I am currently doing worse than ever before, and I want it to stop, the only problem is I don't know how I will feel after the pain and the hurting stop. It feels like being trapped in a dome of feelings, and I can't escape. Therapy is starting to help but I can't help question my existence.