I know how you feel. It is not politically correct for you to feel the way you do is it? At least you are not denying your feelings! Thats what's been happening to me the last few days. A sudden awakening that I'm not over my guy yet. We were only together 6 months. He said I was a fantasy to him> I dont know how to deal with that. How can someone be so nice and not mean a word of IT? Sorry, your problem just struck me. Letting go is so so hard, but theres no point in denying the grieving process. It takes a while. You must be feeling jealous, its ok its normal. Feel it , its your right really. You have invested alot into your relationship and to see it walk out of your life is not easy.