Archus, i think im emotional eating because I look so bad, 2 1/2 years ago when I was 128 pounds I definitely looked what i thought was tolerable yet everyone told me i looked great, I am worried sick that when I lose the weight once again that I may not look so great, looks shouldn't matter, but I am always always thinking about trying to be pretty, when really people should just care about good health, I know lol :)