yea, what i said was the orthodox was closest to the original that we have today. i didnt endorse it. in fact, read your bible. the disciples didnt do what jesus said to do from the very start. the organization was corrupt from the git. thats one of the reasons that paul was so necessary. james and peter - they failed in one way or another. but they endured and won the prize.
i was going to start a new thread but im tired. the problem with you and the rest is preconceptions and misconceptions. the BASIC filters in your thinking are screwed up. i sound absurd to you for a reason. just reverse it. your assumptions are absurd. the things you believe and take for granted are absurd. and the most absurd thing about it? you cant consider that possibility.