Re: Can a BPD mother change the trajectory of my life? Depressed, unemployed and a total failure.
Dear Onzy,
It has been a while since you posted this, and I am curious. How you are doing?
I asked about freezing eggs once, and was told it doesn't work.
They can freeze sperm, but not eggs. Wouldn't you know it?
As for what you should do... If you haven't already made a decision,
I vote for going back to school and a radical career change.
Or starting your own business.
Men are afraid of virgins and sex is horrible. Abstinence is not so bad. have long periods of it myself. Every time I decide I like it better than having a lover, the universe brings me someone irresistible. Then I have to go through withdrawal again. Most sex is bad sex.
Men who are good in bed have a lot harder time committing because there are so many hot babes for them to choose from. Men who are not any good in bed will pout if you don't have sex with them.
Make up your mind that you are going to become a nun because it would be more fun than being stuck with a lousy lover who had a sense of entitlement to sex, and maybe the universe will send you a husband, if you have my kind of luck.
Galaxy