Hi,
I am so sorry that you are going through this. You are not alone. Many of us have gone through the same nightmare that you have been through. You need to take that insidious devil device that you have in you ASAP!!! The longer you have it the more damage it will do to both your physical & mental health. I Like many other women went through the same nightmare you are going through & those son of a b*tch doctors are never going to admit anything.
I come here every so often to seek lost & desperate women, I was one 4 years ago. It will get better but you need to remove it.