I've failed..I had to stop the ICU protocol due to herxing.

Well..I had to stop the ICU protocol. I couldn't stand the herxing. I've failed. I know now that my days are numbered. This is going to kill me. I started having sight issues, am almost totally deaf now, started with the tremors so bad it's hard to even type..I'm just hoping, once the herxing settles down, that my hearing will return, and my sight will come back, along with my coordination. I tried huma worm before this and it didn't do anything but turn my poop green. So, I'm pretty much at the end of the line. Thanks to everyone on here for the help they tried to give me. Maybe I am nuts..maybe the 3 negative tests I had were really accurate. Maybe I poisoned myself with the meds. Maybe the crawling and moving sensation I get in my ears, nose, rear end, and lower abdomen is just me imagining it. No doctors will listen to me. The herxing side effects were making me have such bad anxiety that I just couldn't do it. Now, because I stopped, I probably just succeeded in mutating the parasites into a super bug..I'm going to die...