Whyme I couldn't imagine doing that. I just feel so powerless. I want to be a loving and empathetic person like I was before. It's just that I feel like if they don't show me love why will I have compassion for them. I'm not mean but just to myself.
It takes courage to do what you did and I don't have courage. I also was a shy kid and people pleaser. I still am. Not to the point that I lose myself. I have always been a leader but this disease makes me want to cower in fear. I don't even want to face my family because i don't want to make them uncomfortable.