my family, friends, loveones, think im crazy.. they dong believe that this kind of desease EXIST.. they think im paranoid, they think im just making excuses to not find a job..
sometimes i just want to die..
make them regret that mine turn into a colon cancer or what..
:'(
i dont have any medicines to take, coz they dont want to buy any medicines for me.. coz they dont believe me.. they dont believe that there is a desease that make you smell like a poo, like a shit..
im on the darknesss right now, on the wrong track.. coz of the depress stress made by my family..
just want to die