Oh my god, I've been waiting for someone like you to pop up.
Hi, I really want to know how things turned out for you. The last post about a girl talking about the same problem is from four or so years ago and while I tried contacting her, she never did give a reply. I am entering a university in a few months and I'm really scared. I am scared of having to push people away in my own paranoia of being unworthy of their presences. I don't want to lose face in times when I see someone sniffling or sneezing or coughing around me. I want to be able to go out in public, among the crowds without being scared shitless of what they think and feel whenever I am around. I haven't tried flaxseed or any remedy so far, just baking soda and exercising at most, so I hope that when I do try this time round, I'll be able able to go out of the house without feeling like I'm doing the world a crime. I hope you see this, and when you reply, it is because you're already happy and cured and living life like every human being should.