Re: DRAMATIC Onset of Symptoms

Wow..You guys' compassion and knowledge/experience is loveily appreciated.

Not in a jaded way, but the people in my everyday life have no way of relating with me.

But yes, he is working on healing my gut. But again, I feel as if the only reason why my gut broke down was because of the catastrophic mental state I was in. My mind was soo disturbed that now I have neck problems and back problems (they start cracking when I bend forward/touch my toes).

The only thing I can come up right now is a neurotoxin and I know heavy metals is a common one when it comes to neurotoxins. I also know there are neurotoxins created from dysbiosis and a leaky gut, but as I have said, the gut problems seemed to only get progressive worse months following my catabolic/catastrophic, mental state.

It went from, completely healthy/happy => completely demented and feeling poisoned, OCD, schizophrenic => seeing a skilled acupuncturist whom helped me relax for the first time in a year (once the needles were in, tears starting falling off the side of my face because that was a first time a bit of tension was relieved in over 400 days or so) => to now feeling like I am on the path to my mind healing, but it still needs lots of time and rest (racing, hyperactive mind, easily distracted). It feels as if the waves of my highly highly toxic, tense mind are getting smaller and smaller and that deeeeeeeep sleep is the only time notches of the hyperactivity are downgraded.

I am absolutely ecstatic in anticipation about the day I wake up "happy" and completely rested in the mind like you experienced.

As of right now, I have a dysbiosis killer from the doc on the way by the name of Para Biotic. And also a complex of adaptogenic herbs the doc said will help my adrenals and calm me down. I am drinking Tulsi Tea before bed as suggested by him. And also having a portion of protein, fats, and starches right before bed.

My gut tells me that marijuana could have never made me as messed up as I was, because I have never had a reaction to it and I have used it millions of times. That night, after smoking it, I can assure I felt utterly and completely completely normal, and I slept like a baby probably around 4 or 5 hours after I vaporized it.

My gut also tells me that my gut wasnt the root cause of this because I never had any GI symptoms what so ever but just last month they DID find occult blood in my stools (but like I said, I feel as if this was because of the constant stress my physiology was under that broke down my IgA mucuosal lining).

I wasnt able to eat the last 3-4 months because my dysbiosis was getting real disturbing, but after the HCL my doc prescribed, as well as some other gut soothing complexes, my body is ravaging for leafy greens, and a small amount of protein and carbs.

Is it strange that I am absolutely ravaging for leafy greens? I mean my body will not feel satiated with protein and carbs unless I eat a copious amount of leafy greens, almost like 2 boxes full of the boxes you buy at markets. My body is craving them soo much that I eat them till I get tired of eating. Is my body trying to remineralize from the 15 pounds I lost in about 2 months? (I am already very lean).


All in all, you ares are a blessing, I am really glad I am now in an anabolic state rather than a catabolic state.

I dont feel completely blasted any more (I was soo blasted that I didnt even have the cognitive ability to be able to look for help) but with a very fizzed out ADHD mind.

My body can tell that the ZZZzzz's and good food are the only route to waking up "happy."

By the way, I have a hair mineral analysis kit by ARL at my house right now. Do any of you guys know if that will be a good test for any metal toxicity that is going on in me right now?

Lol... half a year ago, this little post would have been like climbing Mount Everest for me right now. Now, it feels like a nice little hill in which I have to stop and recollect (think), before I continue (because of the ADHD, distracted, hyper active mind).